快乐的开端

思绪纠结了好长的一段时间，终于在星期三的下午突然平静了下来。那时候我正从Engin Fac要搭车去Sci Fac开e-gaming的会议，天空下着毛毛雨，周围难得的安静。在巴士站等了不久，就看见一辆Bus B缓缓地从雨中开了过来，是那位熟悉的巴士司机。我抱着手提电脑跑上车，发觉车里只有司机和另一位乘客，感觉。。。很不像总是熙熙攘攘的新加坡。坐下来以后，Sarah McLachlan的'Angel'柔柔地传入耳里，参杂着雨滴拍打在大地的声音，整个世界突然变得好宁静。看着窗外的雨景，第一次感觉到对这里的归宿感。

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie

you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

希望。。。