Gah
Lol suddenly feel like saying that...yeap...GAH...
I am bad at forgiving and forgetting...It's proven in DotA today. If it was anyone else, I wouldn't have gotten pissed. Unfortunately, it was this person who I had very bad experience with that suggested me doing something that I already did...and the beh-shiokness just exploded. Totally unreasonable. Gah...
*Blog is supposed to let me say whatever I want to say...*
Now I understand how a bad experience can haunt one for the rest of one's life. Those beh-shiokness that have accumulated for a very long period of time keep affecting my rationality and judgement. Muahaha...excuse moi but let me shout out what I wanted to say at those times when I felt insulted by this person...*Flashback*
"Stop zzz-ing with me when I'm talking seriously!!! Give me some respect." (This one has been kept long enough that it's rotting!)
"You think you are very good huhhhhhhhh.....dun use wt? on me (us) plz!"
"Shuddup? I'm gonna shut down."
"???????????????" (Lol...for my own record)
"Restepaaaaaaaaaaaa..."
"No point saying other things if you cant even respect me like you respect everyone else."
Okie...I'm done.
I'm a bad person, I know. Girls shouldn't be so rude but I don't like to pretend.
Aih, maybe those were not the real reasons I was in such a bad mood today...I don't know. Gah. She's my sister so I'll support her no matter what her decision is...but I felt so awkward today. She broke up with her ex after being together for more than 4 years...and she came down with her bf today. I am so not used to having a stranger (stranger?) around as the ex was already like part of our family...aih...I felt like I was suffocating...He is certainly a nice person but I am really confused by this world, how can people change so fast?
Lastly, sorry to ls about today. I felt like punching the wall but I ended up punching you. Don't hold grudges don't hold grudges don't hold grudges (quoted from General Lim Yuen Hoe)...I am trying to.
*It was a mistake...a mistake...simply a mistake from the beginning and I cant stop regretting*
I am bad at forgiving and forgetting...It's proven in DotA today. If it was anyone else, I wouldn't have gotten pissed. Unfortunately, it was this person who I had very bad experience with that suggested me doing something that I already did...and the beh-shiokness just exploded. Totally unreasonable. Gah...
*Blog is supposed to let me say whatever I want to say...*
Now I understand how a bad experience can haunt one for the rest of one's life. Those beh-shiokness that have accumulated for a very long period of time keep affecting my rationality and judgement. Muahaha...excuse moi but let me shout out what I wanted to say at those times when I felt insulted by this person...*Flashback*
"Stop zzz-ing with me when I'm talking seriously!!! Give me some respect." (This one has been kept long enough that it's rotting!)
"You think you are very good huhhhhhhhh.....dun use wt? on me (us) plz!"
"Shuddup? I'm gonna shut down."
"???????????????" (Lol...for my own record)
"Restepaaaaaaaaaaaa..."
"No point saying other things if you cant even respect me like you respect everyone else."
Okie...I'm done.
I'm a bad person, I know. Girls shouldn't be so rude but I don't like to pretend.
Aih, maybe those were not the real reasons I was in such a bad mood today...I don't know. Gah. She's my sister so I'll support her no matter what her decision is...but I felt so awkward today. She broke up with her ex after being together for more than 4 years...and she came down with her bf today. I am so not used to having a stranger (stranger?) around as the ex was already like part of our family...aih...I felt like I was suffocating...He is certainly a nice person but I am really confused by this world, how can people change so fast?
Lastly, sorry to ls about today. I felt like punching the wall but I ended up punching you. Don't hold grudges don't hold grudges don't hold grudges (quoted from General Lim Yuen Hoe)...I am trying to.
*It was a mistake...a mistake...simply a mistake from the beginning and I cant stop regretting*
posted by rh at
11:03 PM
4 Comments:
Wah din noe that DOTA can be so stressful...and i din noe that was ur sister's boyfriend...:p
By
The Klangite, at 9:15 PM
haha theres never any point letting these kinda things get to u... just keep smiling n live ur life.. :)
By
Anonymous, at 6:50 AM
me is okie! lolz, no worries, duwan make u mang zang liao... takut
By
ls, at 4:42 PM
Haha thanx lx...I'll keep that in mind! I have a long way to go to be a good person =)
Lol sked lei...promise that there'll be no next time!
By
rh, at 3:13 AM
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